Kim Kardashianis reflecting on the aftermath of her divorce fromKanye West.On Thursday’s episode ofThe Kardashians, the 42-year-old reality star admitted to her sistersKylieandKendall Jennerthat she “jumped into another relationship so fast” withPete Davidsonafter her 2021 divorce from the rapper, 46.“It got my mind away from stuff and that’s not a way to run from things,” she said.She then developed a new mantra, telling her sisters, “It’s better to deal. Heal…Deal, heal and then feel.”Pete Davidson and Kim Kardashian attend the 2022 White House Correspondents' Association Dinner.Paul Morigi/GettyDespite thecontroversythat surrounded her ex-husband, Kim confessed that she doesn’t want to look at her experience “negatively.”“I’m not going to take every experience and bad thing that happened to me and carry that into my life,” she explained. “What am I supposed to be learning from this? How is this going to make me a better person?”Getty (3)On last week’s episode, themom of fourbroke down in front of her sisterKhloé Kardashianover Kanye’s outbursts.“It sucks when someone doesn’t see how different they are,” she explained in a confessional. “I always will [keep looking for that person.] You’ll always hope you’ll see a glimpse of them, and I hope I do.“Kanye West and Kim Kardashian attend the WSJ Mag 2019 Innovator Awards.Mark Sagliocco/WireImageKim continued, “It’s really confusing for me, it’s so different from the person that I married. That’s who I loved and that’s who I remember.I’ll do anything to get that person back.”“I feel so bad for him,” she continued. “I don’t even think he feels bad for himself because I don’t even think he knows how,” she said, revealing that she hasn’t spoken to Kanye about hisantisemitic online rantsover fears “he’ll probably go off on me.“Back in March 2022, Kim and Kanye divorced after six years of marriage. The former couple began dating in 2011 and welcomed their first daughterNorth, 10, in June 2013. They eventually went on totie the knotin 2014 and had three more children:Saint, 7,Chicago, 5, andPsalm, 4.Kim and Pete, 29, began dating in fall 2021 after the reality star’s hosting debut onSNL. The romance came months after Kimfiled for divorce.As Kim and Pete’srelationship flourished, Kanye hurled several attacks at the couple both online and in the press, including in a video for his single “Eazy,” in which the rapperkidnapped, tied up and burieda claymation version of Pete.On season 3 premiere ofThe Kardashians,Kim admitted she felt"a lot of guilt"after their split since Pete “went through a lotbecause of my relationship [with Kanye].“Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.The season 3 finale ofThe Kardashiansairs next Thursday at 12 a.m. ET/9 p.m. PT on Hulu.

Kim Kardashianis reflecting on the aftermath of her divorce fromKanye West.

On Thursday’s episode ofThe Kardashians, the 42-year-old reality star admitted to her sistersKylieandKendall Jennerthat she “jumped into another relationship so fast” withPete Davidsonafter her 2021 divorce from the rapper, 46.

“It got my mind away from stuff and that’s not a way to run from things,” she said.

She then developed a new mantra, telling her sisters, “It’s better to deal. Heal…Deal, heal and then feel.”

Pete Davidson and Kim Kardashian attend the 2022 White House Correspondents' Association Dinner.Paul Morigi/Getty

Pete Davidson and Kim Kardashian attend the 2022 White House Correspondents' Association Dinner at Washington Hilton on April 30, 2022 in Washington, DC.

Despite thecontroversythat surrounded her ex-husband, Kim confessed that she doesn’t want to look at her experience “negatively.”

“I’m not going to take every experience and bad thing that happened to me and carry that into my life,” she explained. “What am I supposed to be learning from this? How is this going to make me a better person?”

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kayne west, kim kardashian, pete davidson

On last week’s episode, themom of fourbroke down in front of her sisterKhloé Kardashianover Kanye’s outbursts.

“It sucks when someone doesn’t see how different they are,” she explained in a confessional. “I always will [keep looking for that person.] You’ll always hope you’ll see a glimpse of them, and I hope I do.”

Kanye West and Kim Kardashian attend the WSJ Mag 2019 Innovator Awards.Mark Sagliocco/WireImage

Kanye West and Kim Kardashian attend the WSJ Mag 2019 Innovator Awards at The Museum of Modern Art

Mark Sagliocco/WireImage

Kim continued, “It’s really confusing for me, it’s so different from the person that I married. That’s who I loved and that’s who I remember.I’ll do anything to get that person back.”

“I feel so bad for him,” she continued. “I don’t even think he feels bad for himself because I don’t even think he knows how,” she said, revealing that she hasn’t spoken to Kanye about hisantisemitic online rantsover fears “he’ll probably go off on me.”

Back in March 2022, Kim and Kanye divorced after six years of marriage. The former couple began dating in 2011 and welcomed their first daughterNorth, 10, in June 2013. They eventually went on totie the knotin 2014 and had three more children:Saint, 7,Chicago, 5, andPsalm, 4.

Kim and Pete, 29, began dating in fall 2021 after the reality star’s hosting debut onSNL. The romance came months after Kimfiled for divorce.

As Kim and Pete’srelationship flourished, Kanye hurled several attacks at the couple both online and in the press, including in a video for his single “Eazy,” in which the rapperkidnapped, tied up and burieda claymation version of Pete.

On season 3 premiere ofThe Kardashians,Kim admitted she felt"a lot of guilt"after their split since Pete “went through a lotbecause of my relationship [with Kanye].”

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The season 3 finale ofThe Kardashiansairs next Thursday at 12 a.m. ET/9 p.m. PT on Hulu.

source: people.com